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        JBaby14  31, Female, Iowa, USA - 8 entries
    23
    Mar 2009
    9:02 AM CST
       

    Breakthrough.

    So yesterday Ryley and I�got into a fight. But oddly we are better than before the fight. I've been talking to her constantly!�(= I'm glad I have her back. We have kinda drifted apart in the past year.

    So let's get to the really important stuff.

    Last night Lucas gave me a promise ring. I�am sooo happy!�Everyone seems to Dissaprove except for Jacey and Ryley, but yeah. I could honestly spend the rest of my life with him.

    (=

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        AgentS  37, Female, Washington, USA - 3 entries
    22
    Mar 2009
    4:03 PM PST
       

    Dreaming With Your Eyes Open

    The past couple weeks it seems like i've grown alot. I'm more realistic, I am more positive, and best of all, I've started "dreaming with my eyes open," metaphorically speaking. I have come down from my high horse and realized that i've got to take action to get what I want. I can't just do a little bit of work and think that everything is going to fall into place, because it never will. Your never going to get anywhere assuming if you do one little thing, it'll be good enough for your dream to come true. I'm fully aware of� how much work comes behind building a future for yourself, and the huge effort that comes with "making your dream come true," or just being sucessful. That is why dreaming with your eyes open is good, because you will have a better perspective on what you got your eyes on, versus dreaming with your eyes closed where you think nothing will come in the way, let alone make the journey difficult. I'm glad i'm starting to get my mind frame straight. It hasn't always been this way, hell no it hasn't been like this. It's been a road of endless potholes, cracks and speed bumps, not the kind of speed bumps that slow you down, i'm talking about the kind that scrape the hell out your car and make you cringe fifty times worse than a chalkboard. Especially in the past year. I've been through more in the past year, than i've been through in the past few years. Some of the most significant people in my life are gone, and I had thought I was doing good, untill I turn on the news to find out that someone is going to jail for murder, or that someone was killed. I don't know what to think most of the time, but if there's one thing I do know, it is this, no matter the event that changes your life, no matter the tragedy, no matter the situation, you must keep moving, and just keep it going.
    Now, I'm going to hit the sheets!
    Night.
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        Sportygirl15  32, Female, Michigan, USA - 119 entries
    22
    Mar 2009
    6:39 PM EDT
       

    Nothings worse than a copy cat!!!

    She stole a piece of me!

    I now pronounce her the enemy...

    This is no game!

    Maybe I'll put you to shame...

    She stole my poem!

    Cant help but feel numb....

    Anger ticking like a deadly grenade!

    Left feeling betrayed....

    She stole a piece of me!

    I now pronounce her the enemy....

    I�wont call this person out directly. Thats childs play. But I wil say this, You hurt me! Alot. You have now idea how much it hurts, when you see someone else coping your work, and calling it theirs. What I write, comes from deep within, what Im feeling at the moment!�(hence my poem above) Please, please don't do it again. I dont mind if you quote off of me, Just say in your blog that it was written by ME! please dont do it again. I cant even began to explain how much it hurts, to know that someone copeyed off of me, and called it theirs...

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        kayevaste  46, Female, United Kingdom - 92 entries
    22
    Mar 2009
    6:16 PM GMT
       

    "You are a living magnet. What you attract into your life is in harmony with your dominant thoughts." - Brian Tracy
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        ania  34, Female, Philippines - 4 entries
    21
    Mar 2009
    7:33 AM EDT
       

    what a life??

    hai...what a life... sometimes you need to smile, to laugh and be hapi but not all the time... to make the world fair... sometimes it better to make your self cry, be sad, to be anger, to be emo... in order to make someone....smile and be hapi too... actually its ok, its fine... but why people.... still doesn't notice the sacrifice you've made?? is it fair??? or its just God's will... in order for you to learn a lesson... for you to learn how to make a right choice???? for you to learn how to stand??? how to fight??? and never give up??? and make your faith strong enough to face him..... hahahaha nag emo nah...hahaha
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        Peyton  26, Female, Texas, USA - 7 entries
    21
    Mar 2009
    7:01 PM EDT
       

    Song for me and you

    Now you are the enemy...

    �Song for me and you

    You left with out a goodbye

    And now I cant help but wonder why...

    My heart is lost in a puddle of tears

    So now I have no choice but to face my fears...

    With everyday that passes bye

    I wonder how I bought those lies...

    How could you ever do this to me?

    I never thought you would be the enemy...

    If only I had known what was to come

    Then maybe I wouldn’t be so dumb...

    Soon I will let you go away

    I probably should have a while 'go...

    Unlike those childhood fairytales

    This one ends in betrayal...

    Tags: By me not you!
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        Sportygirl15  32, Female, Michigan, USA - 119 entries
    21
    Mar 2009
    6:37 PM EDT
       

    Alone in this world...?

    Her heart beats faintly,

    The whispers call to her softly...

    Left alone in the rain,

    Cant help but scream in vain...

    No longer able to breath the air,

    As she dies in despair....

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        Kodak87  38, Female, Arizona, USA - 5 entries
    20
    Mar 2009
    6:18 PM EDT
       

    How could you be so stupid?

    I�like him alot, but you already new that. Im so confused. She likes him to... my bff that is. But shes been distant lately. Do you think she's mad? His hugs are so warm and comforting. He's what I look forward to everyday...

    Im lost, and confused. What do I do?

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        JBaby14  31, Female, Iowa, USA - 8 entries
    19
    Mar 2009
    6:37 AM CST
       

    Frustration.

    I am writing this song and it's the best one I've written but I�can't finish it!�I just can't think of anything! Ugh! So frustrating!!� Anyway, I�am so bored. I'm thinking about taking a walk. I've been doing that alot lately. It's jst been so nice. I�love this spring break!

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        Sportygirl15  32, Female, Michigan, USA - 119 entries
    19
    Mar 2009
    6:17 PM EDT
       

    The day I killed James

    Ok So I've been reading a book called "The Day I Killed James" By: Catherine Ryan Hyde. Theres a passage in it that I love, this is how it goes....

    People die of love. I'm one of the few who'll admit it. That doesn't mean it isn't true.

    Take all the peole who died yesterday, or last week, or last year. Subtract all the suicides and the so-called accidents of the brokenhearted. Take away the men who got blown away for being in the wrong bed at the wrong moment, the women in abusive marriages who died of cancer because they couldn't find any other exit from their lives. All the AIDS deaths except from the needles and the transfusions, the ones the call the innocent victims. Like if you have sex, you're guilty. Deserved just what you got. Now tell me who all you've got left.

    Different passage, same book

    Today a guy tried to pick me up at the bookstore. Are you ready for that? I�was actually saying that out loud in fact, later, on the way home: "Are you ready for that?" I shave my head, I've lost twenty pounds. I wear truckloads of loose clothing. I mean, what do I have to do?

    "Buy you a cappuccino?" he asked when he'd caught my attention. I looked at him like a kestrel might. We're small, kestrels and me, but we can be formidable. "Do you love life?" I�asked. He smiled. Looked confused for a moment.�I suppose he thought It was part of a dating questionnaire. Like, Do you enjoy sharing hot chocolate and long walks on the beach at sunset?

    "I do" he said. "I love life."

    "Then run." He didn't, exactly. But he did go away.

    Me again, lol

    Dont those passages make you think long and hard about life? love? where yuor at in life? That one person whose hurt you repeatedly, but you'll still take back at the first chance you got?

    Thats how I feel....

    Sportygirl15

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